Friday, December 19, 2014

I Thank Thee



Waited for you I did
Changed for you I did
Left the dears for you I did
Left was I by you for you

Confused was state of mind
Broken is state of my kind
Stolen are my heart’s smiles
Left alone am I for miles

Gathered courage I have
Dried the tears I shed
Collected my heart’s pieces  
Focused my mind I have

Sweet is your tongue it is
Sharp is your brain it is
Free is your spirit it is
Erratic is your heart it is

For people I love
The abandoned dreams
The unsaid hurt
The changed me

I thank thee
Almighty the teaching
Almighty the patience
Almighty the hurt

Fly I shall now
Hear I shall not
Look I shall refuse
Flight I shall take

Nothing has changed
Everything has changed
Not bind am I now
Not free are you now

I thank thee





Sunday, June 08, 2014

WHO WON THE WAR??

Today is the day when people are celebrating 70 years of D Day in Europe.  They are just so happy that Nazis were defeated that they are blind and deaf to the pain and hurt of war. They want to celebrate the warriors who fought for them and won. They forgot or are ignoring the scars of these people and scars of the family and friends.  They blame countries like Ireland for not joining the war.  "Veterans of D Day" get honour and applause today.
Before I mention anything further let me state this, people who fought in WW II and any war on whatever side were and are brave men. I don't think many have the guts to keep going forward when you know you will die when bullets or worse are coming towards you. No one wins a war. Read it again and feel these words.  
We won the Nazis lost.  Forgotten are the fact that Nazis were human (don't get upset I have not forgotten what happened to Jews). Everything said and done Nazis did have something I can't point what brilliant military, great ideas or persistence that they brought the entire world to the pace they wanted. Almost entire world against one country. What a victory. Give credit where it is due. Nazis brutality against Jews was horrible and the word horrible is so small to describe what happened. But after victory what happened in Berlin and if you don't know what happened then let me tell you rape, gang rape, humiliation of women and children. This was not done by Nazis lost but allied forces. Celebrate now. I would love to see that.
War results in shattering of more than economy. Everyone loses family, homes, emotional support, love, hate, hope. Imagine that and feel it, living in fear day after day. I am not saying go into depression or say this is too sad. Everyone is celebrating. My only wish is that people just think about consequences of war and makes a promise no war ever. Every life is precious. It could be the most evil life that you have ever seen but the minute you forget that evil is also is a life and you have no right to take it, is the time you have also become evil.
After WW 2 people made the family of Nazis feel so guilty that you forgot that these family (like a child of a Nazi) had no idea of what was happening. Why make them feel guilty for life and make them apologise. It was not their act. Jews suffered again I repeat I don't deny that. Where are the allied forces apologising for action in Berlin. Who will apologise?
These are my thoughts and you are not bound to agree with them. I don't want to offend anyone but want you to think about this and think about future.

Saturday, May 31, 2014

HUMANITY - STAND UP

Over the last couple of days I have read a lot of news and heard a lot of opinions about a various

issues. I am worried. It won't be wrong to say that I am very worried. I am not worried about one

part of the world or one religion. It worries me that I am hearing news about pregnant women

stoned to death (whatever the crime), 300 plus women kidnapped allegedly raped and held as

hostage, ministers saying people of Muslim religion are bad and should not be associated with,

honour killing, gang rape, child killing, men stripped etc.

I am worried that peoples' morality or you can call it humanity is dying. I am not talking about people

who throw the stones or who kidnapped. They surely need help but what about those who stood at

the side. I am sure there are more people standing at the side and if they wish might be able to stop

this. But there is no will or they are so scared to stop these horrendous acts. People fighting about

religion and saying wipe out people of other religion. Which religion says it? Assuming it does are

we so dead that we can't see that these religions are 100 years plus old and we can't see/feel the

pain of the people. If you don't like something sure don't get involved with it but to make innocent

people part of these atrocities is so sad.

I don't have to go far there are times when I am fearful of what will happen if I intervene in

something which I think is wrong. I might have to go to police station or explain why I am trying to

protect someone or something. My family will worry and what if something will happen to them. My

family and friends don’t agree with this but understand my concern. It churns my stomach.

If today we don’t stand for injustice happening to others then no one will stand for you if you

face injustice. Yes it is time consuming and an inconvenience but surely stopping injustice is more

important than your or my time and inconvenience. I understand that we are worried for ourselves

and our family and vice versa. Having said that I would say that let this generation is the one which is

worried so that next generation does not have to deal with this.

I don't want to live in fear or angry and I want change. My story might not always be great but I will

be part of the start. I pray that you and other people will also join and soon your children will live

in a just and fearless world tomorrow. Get up and join. You can start with just some small things.

Say cops no harassment. Domestic violence, we won't stand for it. Bribery, why are you still alive.

Be with me and my soul we can have a great future. Not today or tomorrow but surely for your

children. Let's be peaceful live and let live in a fearless and humane world. Stand up.