Born Alone

A long long time ago I saw the world and I thought what nice colours and how interesting the people are around. I decided to explore this new place called world in front of my eyes. Soon I realised the "rules" and "hindrances". There are so many walls; so many divisions, I wonder why and for whom. I did not get anything to the place but it is kind and gives me all and more than I want. I am greedy now. I am human and what a tragedy. A free bird trapped in "humanity" . Live life on my terms as my gift is precious, but people around me felt betrayed. No I did not make any promises. Charged and declared guilty for a free heart. Unable to comprehend I "compromised" . Will live by your rules and regulations but now I have a heart filled with unknown fear. My bag pack is packed but in storage. Bound by silence and fears of others. My gift may get wasted. Should I act for the smiles and your happiness and be contend? Should I spread my wings and fly to the unknown. My heart pounds and tells me you never know what is behind the clouds, the hills, who will smile with you, what if you fall??? There are no smiles here, I might loose direction but a spark says go ahead, Something tells me to move and take a step forward and I might break hearts, hopes but its my gift and I have to enjoy it. You may or not be there tomorrow. Should I follow the spark and burn or remain contend. The spark flames and says move but fear holds my feet. Born alone , live contend and then die alone. So why was I born alone. Here I am born alone. Please don't be-cone me oh mountains or rivers oh fresh air for though I am born alone smiles depend on "humanity". Let me value the smiles till I can and then oh wind carry me away as I was born alone and want live unbound.